Who knows

Where do I go from here, do I walk the distance and take life with it as I go or do stand and just take what they say and use it towards something pointless. There comes a point in life when you tire of the people around you and tire of those that knock you down over and over. You get scared and to the point of where you dont know what the point of anything is anymore. Life is not what it was and life will never be what it was. Those who were in it before will never be in it again. Some see this as a good thing and others see it as a bad thing, most of us call this perception but whatever works in my opinion. All in all, who knows